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I was kind of over my old background and wanted a pretty bright one! So, how do you like it? I love it! Bright, Fun, and it makes me happy, LOL!
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My Mother's Day was great! First we got up and got ourselves ready. We went and picked up one of my favorite places for chicken, Jaun Pollo and that we took up to Nick's mom's house. We had a wonderful meal and talked and just had a great time! From there we took a golf cart ride and took some picture along the way.(posted up top!)
After that we went to my mom's and had dinner and I got to meet my niece, Josselyn! She is so cute! So yeah, we got home pretty late, but it was a really great day! Being a mom has it's up's and down's, but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. Alexandra is my everything and she accepts me as I am and you can never ask for more than that! She Wonderful!♥
Read more...Today we get to see Nick! I'm so excited, considering it's been awhile. He is still looking for a job, but had an interview yesterday, he said went well, let's Cross our fingers! I just want him to work and start making some money. Alexandra's birthday is coming up, I'm so excited!!! I really want to take her to Disneyland. She's had such a crappy year so far and I just want to make her day special and I know she'd love to see her pal Mickey Mouse! Plus what better time to go then 2-fer time?! I told Nick we have to do whatever we can and if there's a will there's a way! So, that about it on the family scene. Things are getting good, Nick and I are doing great, I love being here, life is good. Keep praying for us and thanks for stopping by!
Read more...I know it's early, but I am pleased with the way this video turned out! I remember mother's day 3 years ago, when I was pregger's with Alex. we spent the day @ my mom's. It was great we BBQ and took some video comments for Alex, I just remember we were all so excited! I was huge, ready to pop and my feet were swollen! It was a really good day! This year, I don't know what to do....a picnic sounds great, but I really want to see my mom. She lives about an hour and 1/2 away and I'd love to go see her, plus my sister who also lives there too, just had my niece about a month ago and I haven't seen her either. So, that would be great!
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Not much! But things are going very well! I moved out into my friends Jackie and Toby house! It's sooooo much better! I have my own room and full house privileges! It's great and I have privacy! I am so happy!
Nick and I are doing great! We just take a day at a time and I'm pretty impressed with us, if I do say so myself! We're really working on our relationship! He's been out here whenever he can and we really appreciate it! He is looking for work and has had some interviews, I hope he gets something soon!
Alexandra is doing great! You can tell she's more relaxed here and not so overwhelmed. She is so amazing. She has a hitting problem though, but we're working on that! She is going to be 3 at the end of May, Woo Hoo! I'm so excited!
So yeah that's what's going on just keep praying for us and hopefully things will get better soon!
OMG, I'm so excited! This was so unexpected and I totally can't wait! And the best part is............
it's the best APRIL FOOLS joke EVER!!!!!!!
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!
Yes, it's true! Nick and I are back together! Woo Hoo! Wow, I was so happy when we talked things over and decided to give it another go! Things are going great so far, it's been almost a week and it's going well. We haven't fought and I 'm not planning on it! We have been talking about moving to San Diego though, he lives there now with a friend, but we would like to have our own place. He has been filling out application left and right and has some interviews lined up next week. There are some really great jobs out there that he's looking into and I just pray that he gets one making some good money! Things here are so terrible, I really need to get the heck outta here. It's just not a good environment for Alex and I. So I pray that things start looking up and fast. Nick and I have decided to go to church, this Sunday actually. I'm so excited! I really don't want to do this again, ever. I want to just start fresh and be happy again. We have talked about so many things and the future. We just really want this. We are going to Las Vegas next month with Nick's roommates, so excited for that. Alex is going to stay with her Grammy, so it should be a really nice mini vaca for Nick and I. So, yeah that whats going on, pray for us and that things start looking up......fast! We need all the prayers we can get! God Bless!♥
Read more...So today was pretty hard. There's so many things going on and I just can't keep up. My mind is on go 24/7 and I'm exhausted. I feel like I'm being challenged in every way, as a mother, as a friend, as a women, the list goes on. This is such an important moment in my life, I feel. Like this is going to make me or brake me.
I haven't been able to let go of Nick. I guess I just feel like this was all so unexpected. We've always had problems and so many people think we're just not for each other, But there's just something there. Something that I can't or am willing to let go of. I love him. Always have. I know if we just tried we'd be great. We've been there, we've had it all. It's hard, but the out come is so worth it. I hate that Alexandra is going on 3 and Nick and I have already broken up twice. For months at a time. And he's so darn hard to read. He doesn't open up like he used to and talk to me. It's so frustrating.
He's been so terrible with Alex too, he rarely sees her or calls. It drives me crazy, it's his daughter for goodness sakes. I can't stress it enough with him, but it just goes through one ear out the other. That puts a huge burden on our relationship, because there's no excuse for it. She needs him whether we're OK or not.
All I know is I have allot on my plate and I'm doing everything when it comes to her. She lives with me, I feed her, bathe her, change her, potty train her, wash her clothes, buy what she needs, wake up with her in the middle of the night, etc.
He goes to school full time and that's about it. He's not working and hasn't since last year. It's amazing to think what we had, a luxury apartment, we each had nice cars/SUV, both of us had great jobs that paid well, money in the bank, nice things, and more.
Don't get me wrong those are all materialistic things, but from that to this.......we're both at friends house sleeping on the floor. I don't have a car and he drives his mothers. Neither of us has bank accounts, I mean it's terrible. I can't believe where in this situation. It's embarrassing. Where 27, with a daughter. There's just no excuse. I mean I'm not the type who lets this happen. I had a great job for about 5 years, my credit was great, I was able to do things that I liked, I was responsible. Him on the other hand went from job to job and depended on his mother. But either way I know we can do it, if we put our minds to it. I need to talk to him, I just don't know what the hell to say or how I could let him see it through my eyes. Idk, I guess we'll see. He is planning to come here on Friday to see Alex and to talk to me, but Idk what to say anymore, besides to give him an ultimatum, which is us or him.
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