It's On!
I had a tough day yesterday. I have been working on a digital scrapbooking kit & I thought it was going well. It's been a work in progress for awhile now. It includes 10 papers, 2 elements, & a frame. So I thought to myself, "I think I have enough to make a layout, just to see what it looks like together." so I gave it a try......well, let's just say it didn't work out to well. I had a major melt down. It didn't look good, at all. I was so disappointed. I started crying & I was thinking "Gosh I have been working on this for over a year & I can't even make paper look right." I thought maybe I should just give up. Maybe this is a lot harder than I thought & it's just not for me. I was so so heart broken. My dream may never come true. From that point I went to a few of my favorite designers websites and looked in awe of their work, even now more bummed out than I was before. By then I had a huge headache too.
"How do they make this stuff?"
"It looks so good."
"Why can't I do that?"
I started just looking around the web & I ran into a video of Ellen & Oprah of all things! If your familiar with that whole situation, Ellen had a goal to be on the cover of O magazine. So Oprah contacted Ellen live on Ellen's show and this is what she told her:
I started balling. Tears rolling down my face, I thought "I have a dream!!!! A goal, it's a big goal & I WANT IT" & THAT'S WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN!!! Love it, such inspiration! So, yeah I know it's not going to be easy, but I'm more pumped than ever! Financially, it's going to be hard because I need so much, but that's life & I'm in no hurry. I want to do this right this time! So wish me luck, throw in a prayer or two if you want!<3 & Please come back or follow me to keep me going, everyone needs support! Thanks for stopping by, God Bless.










